My stomach flip flops
My heart pounds
My eyes burn
With tears reined
Why does it have to be so hard
I want to scream
I want to yell
I want to be told
It will be alright
It will be alright
It would be easier
To walk away
It would feel better
To run
But stuck here
I am
Another day
Stuck with
Thoughts
Memories
Dreams
The world goes on
It goes on without me
Oh
But they don't know
They don't understand
Those that do
Are too far away
Too far to give
A helping hand
My children whisper
Their fears
Their dreams
Their wants
Their needs
I know
I know if only
If only we could blink
Our world would change
Freedom
Free from hurt
Free from fear
Free from sadness
Free to feel
Happinesses light
Again
A daunting cloud
An ache felt in the soul
How to say goodbye
Where to go...
There's no where to go
Life is not in that bottle
She tells you lies
Plays you
Plays you
Plays you
No
Life is not
In that bottle
My love
My friend
It is here
With us
Around us
Beckoning you
Join in
Your desires heard
Your desire to stay
With her
Glued to your hand
Drowning in her deathly kiss
My soul
It mourns
What brings you bliss
In your darkness
We will not survive
In your darkness
We cannot stay
One More Try
It's her in that bottle
Or
Us
There's just no other way
