As I sit upon my weathered lanai
Pondering travesties
My soul cries
In desperation
Trying to gain meaning
Memory ere
Yet recently
So senseless
Yet still I try
Future dreams
Unraveling seems
Confusion floods
Meandering
Under attak
Eggshells crack
Bizarre accusations fly
A storm beyond
Comprehension brings
Whirlpool spinning
Downward sucking
Internally
Struggle to surface
Rise above
Rise above
My mind
My heart
In dizzying swirl
Left in sunshine
Picking up
Shattered world
The storm has vanished
But it's still there
Hiding
Sleeping perhaps
Until
the next shell cracks